Another day goes by and I can barely even look in a mirror. I’ve become a fat monster. Sigh, 90 pounds is far too heavy. I hate my body too much. All of this food is beckoning to me, but I cannot eat it. I won’t eat it. I won’t allow myself….well, maybe I could eat and throw it up. Sigh, it’s probably better if I don’t eat at all. Well, I should be heading to the gym now to burn calories that haven’t even entered my body. Ha.